Remembering my angel on his/her day

Yesterday was one year after my due date for my angel. It has been a year and a half since my miscarriage, and I still have a hole in my heart. All I have of my baby is one yellowing printout from the last ultrasound where I saw my baby alive, a necklace that I have only taken off once to put a charm on it since September of 2005, and now my tattoo. I should have been chasing after another baby by now, holding and loving my baby. Even after all this time, it just doesn't seem fair that this happened.

Hbiba, wherever you are I hope you know that I love you very much and I always will.

Gwen