Fuck Off Bob!

I woke up and saw things clearly about Bob. I realized that all of those "feelings" that I thought I still had were still stupidity and indigestion. As of today, I have completely forgotten about him. I am removing him from my myspace page - all notes, comments, etc. I moved on awhile ago, and I thank my lucky stars for that. Who needs all those reminders of the past, especially one that treated me like that?

Gwen

in a relationship

Usually, the first time you use the phrase "in a relationship" to describe yourself in a new relationship it feels nice. I didn't realize how nice these words could really be. I talked with my new guy, David tonight. He mentioned that he had updated his profile to state that he was now "in a relationship", and I had updated my profile to say this as well today. We both did this without realizing that the other person also had.

It may seem like an insignificant gesture to the average person. However, when you are dating someone it is a milestone. This is where you admit to the world that I only want the person that I am dating, and I don't want anyone else. I decided last week that I wanted to be his girlfriend. I didn't have to think about it. Gee, this guy is:

Cute, funny, sweet, caring, loving, gentle, great with my son, open minded (!!!), and wants to make me happy. He is genuine, and we have so much in common. We even have a very very similar sense of humor and personality. I couldn't ask for much more than that!!! There is one thing that I don't like about him - that he lives so far away!!! If that is the major problem, I can deal with that!!!

He did say that he has gotten emails from a few people about the change of relationship status on his profile. Hopefully they'll realized what they could have had, and missed out on. I certainly know, since I have the pleasure of being the other half of his "in a relationship", and very happy about it!!

Gwen

New Beginnings and Old Flames...

I recently started dating someone new. I met him through MySpace, and we agreed to be just friends since I was not sure that I was ready for a new relationship. We chatted on messenger with a web cam, so I got to see his face. He had a great smile, and a great sense of humor. I was having a great time talking with him and wanted to hear his voice so I gave him my number. We ended up talking for 3 hours that night! I was surprised that we had so much in common, and he is so caring. Technically, we have only gone on two “dates”, but we have spent a lot of time together both in person, and talking while we are apart. I have realized that I want to be with him, and I want to be his girlfriend. I think he is wonderful. I have the best of both worlds with him – it feels like I have known him for a long time since I am so comfortable with him, but we have the great feeling of having a brand new relationship. :o)

Ok, I am on cloud 9 with this guy. I have finally found someone that I like that is kind, decent, caring, and loving. He even likes and gets along with my son. What could get in the way of that?!? One thing could – Bob. Yes, Bob. I get the email that I was wishing would come for months. He emailed me and asked me if I would want to give our relationship another try. And then I get another email saying never mind. For months I cried for this man, and for months I wished for this email to come. My heart shattered into a million pieces. Now that I have started picking up the pieces and putting my heart back together again this happens. Part of me still loves Bob very much, and would jump at the chance to be with him if I was not dating anyone. But the rest of me really cares for this new guy and I want to be with him. I don’t want to hurt him, I don’t want to leave him, and I don’t want to lose him.

Gwen

Tattoos, first dates, giddiness, and lack of sleep...

I am at work now on my lunch break. The topic of tattoos came up, and I mentioned my tattoo. I have told my co-workers about it before, but today they seemed shocked. I also mentioned the piercing I had that was removed (labret, not anything perverted). I guess I'm "wild" compared to my co-workers.

Today I am so tired. I didn't get much sleep. I was up late last night. ;o) I met someone new, who is kind, sweet, and loving. I didn't want to say goodbye!! The lack of sleep and the first date has me in a great mood, but a little giddy! Could be worse! :o)

I'm happy! That's always good!!
Gwen