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It's hard to put into words what I am feeling. I have been depressed lately. Little things really get to me. What bothers me most is that I miss someone that I care about deeply, who shattered my heart. Yes, it's Bob. Whenever I meet someone new, I seem to compare them to him even without realizing it. I'm not conciously looking looking for someone who is "Bob II", but I find myself attracted to people who have similar qualities to him. I have missed him so much more lately, and I have no idea why. I loved that man with all of my heart, and now I feel that a piece of me is missing now that he is gone. My heart just wants him back.

Gwen