A picture of myself and my baby girl, now Angel Kitty Priscilla, (AKA Silly Girl, Silly Poohs, Sil, etc...) back in December of 2001. It makes me think of better times, before being married, before being a mother, and before the miscarriage. Even though I essentially look the same now as I did then, I have more sadness, after going through the loss of my Silly Girl, dealing with the stress of having a rocky marriage, and the heartbreak of miscarriage. I miss the times when I didn't have much of a care in the world. When I cared about who I would marry, what I would wear, and how I was going to live my life. I sound like an elder recounting tales from young adult life. I feel like it, even though I am really still in my youth.

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Hello! I'm Gwen, and my husband and I have been TTC since November. I suffered a miscarriage in August 2005 with my second pregnancy at 11 weeks gestation. Having already had a healthy son, I really hadn't even thought that this could happen to me. I was shocked and devastated. It has taken me a long time to accept this, and attempt to move on. We want to have another baby very soon. I am now learning how to chart, and have been charting my bbt on Fertility Friend. I have started using the Clear Blue fertility monitor this month, and so far so good.